{"id":1975,"date":"2016-01-16T20:41:59","date_gmt":"2016-01-16T20:41:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.uzxalqharakati.com\/tr\/?p=1975"},"modified":"2016-01-17T05:34:44","modified_gmt":"2016-01-17T05:34:44","slug":"yuzunde-sece-nuri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.uzerk.org\/tr\/yuzunde-sece-nuri.html","title":{"rendered":"Y\u00dcZ\u00dcNDE SECDE NURU"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\u00d6zbek<\/a>Aidin Salih Han\u0131m\u0131 vefat etmeden k\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre \u00f6nce evinde g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. \u00d6lmeden \u00f6nce \u00f6lmeyi \u00f6yle g\u00fczel anlatt\u0131 ki ya\u015fant\u0131s\u0131yla bizlere… Halindeki vakur beni \u00e7ok etkilemi\u015fti. Yan\u0131ndan ayr\u0131ld\u0131ktan sonra na\u00e7izane bir ka\u00e7 m\u0131sra yazd\u0131m ki ; O’na bu m\u0131sralar\u0131 sunmak nasip olmad\u0131. \u015eimdi O’nu ebedi yolculu\u011funa u\u011furlayan y\u00fcreklere sunmay\u0131 ve hatalar\u0131yla kabul\u00fcn\u00fc arz ederim.. Dilerim Hocam\u0131za g\u00f6n\u00fcl vermi\u015f her bir y\u00fcrek bir m\u0131sra bulur kendi y\u00fcre\u011fini ifade eden…<\/p>\n

B\u0130LD\u0130N M\u0130 O G\u00dcZEL\u2019\u0130 ? <\/strong>
\nSen hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn m\u00fc,
\nKelimeleri g\u00f6zlerinde toplayan
\nO G\u00fczel\u2019i?
\nO G\u00fczel ki; suskun dudaklar\u0131nda nice inciler saklar.
\nY\u00fcre\u011finin elleri uzan\u0131nca g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne,
\nKimileri ta\u015f sanar ; oysa hep g\u00fcller sa\u00e7ar.
\nMevla\u2019dan varsa nasip, g\u00fcllere \u015febnem ola.
\nTa\u015ftan \u00fcrker isen; nasibi kimde bula?
\nBulunur mu, kalabal\u0131k c\u00fcmlelerde her mana?
\nO G\u00fczel\u2019in heybetine de\u011fmediyse bak\u0131\u015f\u0131n,
\nBir \u00f6r\u00fcmcek sabr\u0131yla dokunmazsa nak\u0131\u015f\u0131n,
\nAnlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n; koca, yalan bir d\u00fcnya\u2026
\nD\u00fcnya bu; kimini ben gibi, bo\u015funa konu\u015fturur.
\nKimini de susarak; hakikate ko\u015fturur.
\nKimi nasipsiz kal\u0131r; ta\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcne ta\u015f koymaz.
\nKimi ta\u015fa dokunur; musibetten ders almaz.
\nYa O G\u00fczel\u2019in nefesiyle bu\u011fuland\u0131ysa
\nCanlar, O bu\u011fuya; \u015f\u00fckr\u00fcn\u00fc yazmaya, eller doymaz.
\nKaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan utan\u0131r, bir bak\u0131\u015f\u0131yla ruhlar.
\nAYDINs\u0131z d\u00fcnlerine; hayf\u0131n\u0131 etse doymaz.
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcn m\u00fc ;
\nO G\u00fczel\u2019i?
\nSessizce;
\nVAV gibi b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, yata\u011f\u0131nda.
\nOysa ki ;
\nKEF misali , s\u00fckunet kuca\u011f\u0131nda.
\nSen \u00f6n\u00fcnde e\u011filir; hayranca DAL olursun.
\nO ise; gayba haz\u0131r, EL\u0130F gibi ayakta.
\nY\u00fcz\u00fcnde secde nuru, kullu\u011fa davet eder.
\nSen manas\u0131z h\u00fcz\u00fcnde; O ise, etmez keder.
\nSen, f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131yla helalli\u011fe ererken ;
\nSanma; g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcyle ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n haklara, \u00f6m\u00fcr yeter.
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcn m\u00fc ;
\nO G\u00fczel\u2019i?
\nSevdin mi, derinince?
\nHerkes alay ederken ; dinledin mi, g\u00f6nl\u00fcnce?
\nGER\u00c7EK(\u011f)i anlatmaya, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc verdi G\u00fczel.
\nGER\u00c7EK(\u011f)i ya\u015famay\u0131 bildin mi, usul\u00fcnce?
\nDedim ya; geldi G\u00fczel.
\nGurbetten koptu , geldi.
\nBa\u011fr\u0131nda hakikat \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri,
\nMis kokusuyla geldi.
\nSundu; neyi var ise,
\nY\u0131lmad\u0131 , \u00fc\u015fenmedi.
\n\u201cSAL\u0130H bir kul ol!\u201d dedi .
\nBa\u015fka \u015fey istemedi\u2026
\nBildin mi ;
\nO G\u00fczel\u2019i?
\nAYDINl\u0131\u011fa erdin mi?
\nVefandan bir ta\u00e7 edip;
\nEllerine verdin mi?<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Hatice U\u00c7AR<\/strong>
\n2014<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Aidin Salih Han\u0131m\u0131 vefat etmeden k\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre \u00f6nce evinde g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. \u00d6lmeden \u00f6nce \u00f6lmeyi \u00f6yle g\u00fczel anlatt\u0131 ki ya\u015fant\u0131s\u0131yla bizlere… Halindeki vakur beni \u00e7ok etkilemi\u015fti. Yan\u0131ndan ayr\u0131ld\u0131ktan sonra na\u00e7izane bir ka\u00e7 m\u0131sra yazd\u0131m ki ; O’na bu m\u0131sralar\u0131 sunmak nasip olmad\u0131. \u015eimdi O’nu ebedi yolculu\u011funa u\u011furlayan y\u00fcreklere sunmay\u0131 ve hatalar\u0131yla kabul\u00fcn\u00fc arz ederim.. Dilerim Hocam\u0131za […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":12,"featured_media":1452,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzerk.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1975"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzerk.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzerk.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzerk.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/12"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzerk.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1975"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzerk.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1975\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1990,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzerk.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1975\/revisions\/1990"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzerk.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1452"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzerk.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1975"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzerk.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1975"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzerk.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1975"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}